A New Home... Sort of

As you can tell, I have not posted in a while. Part of that is because I have been in search of a job...with no luck as of yet (it sucks). and part because I am having a hard time settling in. Currently, I am not a big fan of where we have moved. The apartment is fine. Living closer to John's family is fine. But other than his family and the one work friend that John has made and a couple that John has know forever, there is no one that I know here. And it has...well sucked. I have tried to make the best out of it. I sure as hell workout more. I have had plenty of time to cuddle and play with the dogs. And the apartment stays really clean.

I miss my mom and my old job. I am trying to be as happy as I can, Trying to look on the bright side and all that crap. John is finally using his two degrees and is enjoying his work for the most part. We are able to go to soccer games for his nieces and see his sister that just got engaged. We hung out with our couple friends that are about to have a baby. And all that is great. Part of me wants to go running back to Lubbock though. But I am going to keep going. Keep my head up. Keep telling myself that it will get better.